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#NaBloWriMo ~ the end is drawing near...

Tomorrow night is the last night of the year 2011. I personally have had a decent year in 2011 but am glad to see it go. My mother would say that I am wishing my life away. If that is the case, then so be it.

I tend toward being an optimist thus look forward to new times, adventures and events, 2012 is a new promise on the horizon. I can't wait to see what the year brings it is bound to be an adventure of one kind or another.

I look toward the end of the old year as a way of letting go of the past and looking toward a new dawn. The past was nice but I don't want to live there. I want to live today and enjoy each moment that it has to offer, then I want to get a glimpse of tomorrow but I won't live for the future, just want a peek so I can anticipate it fully.

My depression has given me trouble since the end of October. It is the longest depressive period I have had in quite a while. I will be glad when it passes and becomes only a memory of the end of 2011. Here's to hoping it doesn't drag along for too much of 2012. I want it to be done and over with. I want to wiggle my nose and erase the depression and anxiety that have haunted me. I want to be like my granddaughter Jessica, squealing with laughter and joy. She is so precious and delightful. I want to enjoy life the way that little fifteen month old darling does. She is a dear.

I am ready to turn the page but I will take that up tomorrow and Sunday, today I am just laying the groundwork for the end of the old and the beginning of the new.

To all my readers,

"Ciao!"

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